Sometimes I feel like my life is a circus.
We’re a pretty laid back family, pretty laid back jobs, a crazy laid back street full of people who are always playing outside and socializing. You would think if our life was so unscheduled, I’d be able to take my Addy out front whenever I wanted to let her play, and have some adult conversation… you would think. I struggle daily with my constant growing list of “to do’s”…. and I never get everything crammed in my week. There’s always work to be done, always something to clean, a bottle to be fed, an event at preschool, a husband to hang out with… it’s craziness juggling everything! Someone put my life on a schedule, cause this total freedom is killing me!
I want to be able to enjoy the time I spend with Ayla. Take in every new thing she does, and really love on her. Nothing else on my mind but the pure joy she brings to my life. I want to be able to take Addy outside and not think about the sessions that need to be edited or the floor that needs to be swept. I want to be able to take her to dance class, like I’ve been promising her, and really have the time to devote to her and her interests. I want to go to sleep before 1am!!! I want to truly live in my moments and not be pushing toward my next “to do”. Does anyone else feel this way?!?!
Hopefully things will change tomorrow. We’ve discussed Â a schedule, and let’s pray I stick to it! I’ll let you know how it went next Monday!! Until then, check out this beauty…
Thanks for letting me take your girl wherever I wanted and dress her up like the adorable doll that she is! She was full of personality and so much fun to capture!